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i'm trying to motivate myself to use this neocities site for character info, starting w a total site overhaul pt 2 boogaloo. since deleting twitter, i don't really have anywhere to ramble incessantly, except instagram stories. and let's not kid ourselves, no one wants to get too comfortable there, or anywhere that's like, a mainstream social media site/app/whatever. i'm very much trying to deny that i'm losing my motivation for ocs, art, literally everything right now. there's been a lot of good and bad from last summer til now, especially my breakup. despite dealing with some of the worst depression i've literally ever had in my life...which is saying something lol...a lot of good has happened to me. kind of insane encounters and fortune have randomly fallen into my lap. i've made so many new connections and friendships since december, at a time that i very, sorely needed them. i'll be going to chicago and japan in may (my first ever travels in several years AND my first trip out of the country. i've tried to force the emptiness away, and trust, it made me feel worse. but great opportunities and friendship have really helped me keep my head up. i just want to rediscover my passion for my characters again. let's hope updating this site can give me some motivation!